Day something:
Today I am slightly terrified.
I put in my two weeks notice at work.
Since the summer I turned 16, I have been working. This will be the first time in four years that I don't have a job.
No job. No plan. Just faith.
Faith enough to move across the ocean.
Faith enough to leave everything behind.
And faith is scary. It is like taking a leap off a building and praying that Superman comes in and catches you before you hit the ground.
Faith is trusting God even if you don't have money.
Thinking about the fact that I won't have a job, but will still have car payments, insurance payments, etc.....makes my stomach feel like it is going to lose what little I was able to eat for lunch.
I am scared. Absolutely, positively scared out of my mind.
There is a lot to deal with.
But I have to make a choice.
Will I let fear hold me back from making the best decision of my life, or will I jump knowing that God has provided in the past and will provide in the future? Will I stand in the water and walk towards Jesus, or will I look at the waves and fear for my life?
I'll let you know when I finally learn to trust God.
Might be my last sentence on this earth though...
Love, Almost A Bride
girl, keep that faith. I have been in the same boat....with my business. I quit my part time jobs and decided to trust God that he would provide the clients and money for me to afford living. I have been so surprised by HIS faithfulness to me that he will provide all of my needs....and he will do the same for you.
ReplyDelete