Choosing to say, "Screw you..."

Hello lovely world!

Today is Monday.

Crap.

I hate Mondays.

But I have 9 days left at my job and only one more Monday after today. I can do this right?

Lately I have been really stressed out.

I put in my two weeks notice at work the day that I got the estimate for the repairs on my car....which is going to cost $2900. Yikes.

Then the whole needing to get every single person and their dog details...
And about a million and ten details that go into planning a wedding that have me totally and completely brain dead and annoyed at everyone.

In less than a month I will be tying the knot, getting hitched, and marrying the man of my dreams.
And I am SO tired of hearing that I am the wrong woman for him.
I am so ridiculously tired of it.

I HATE DRAMA!
I hate fake people.
I hate games.
I hate that people think they can say things about me behind my back and that I will just accept their "love" to my face.
I hate that people think that they have any right to say anything about my relationship.
I hate people judging me even though they don't even know me.
I hate people acting like middle schoolers.
I hate manipulation.
I hate when people think that I won't make it turn around and bite them in the butt.

Karma is a nasty woman.
And she is my best friend.
And sometimes I think that Karma is my middle name.

I also hate that my joy gets stolen because of people's stupidity.
I hate that I allow them the place in my life to affect me.
I hate that I spend even a second breath of mine talking about them.
They aren't worth it.

So I am making a choice.

I am choosing that my wedding day is Cody and I's day.
No one else's.
No one else has a say on what goes on.
No one has a say in our marriage.
No one has a say in anything.

I choose to say, "Screw you. You aren't even worth my time."

And honestly, those that are running their mouths for God and everyone to hear, don't know Cody and I at all. If you claim to know us or love us and yet you are tearing us apart and trying to bring us down, you don't really know us at all. Those who are truly in our lives are thrilled and happy for us. They see our love that has withstood a million different obstacles and has come out stronger. They have watched us rise from the ashes and build a beautiful life for ourselves.

So to all the haters, I say, keep on hating. I will just give you more and more reason to hate me.

Nicole once said to me, "Something is not right if it doesn't come into opposition."

My joy is here to stay. Our love is here to stay.

There is no separating what God has brought together.
And the more battles that we fight together gives us more glue that holds us together.
We are learning to do this life together. To stand up against all odds and prove the world wrong. We are learning to bring everything to each other.

So please know that if you say something to Cody, I will know about it. If you say something to me, Cody will know about it.
We are learning to stand together, hand in hand. And the more that is thrown at us just strengthens that grip.

So if you want to break us apart, I suggest that you just stop trying. You are only bringing us together.

Again I say, "Screw you. I will be happy on my wedding day and every day after!"

Love, Almost A Bride Who Is Sick Of Drama