God always provides...

God will provide. That has been my motto for the last few months of trying to get to this point. God will provide. And honestly, He has.

If I look back since January, the things that He has provided for me are overwhelming.

I started fundraising at Christmas time.
I bought plane tickets to go see Cody in at the end of March, $450.
I booked a hotel for myself while I was out there, $200.
Got a loan for a new car, $9014.
Getting the car examined by a mechanic, $100.
Couple of cosmetic repairs on the car, $250.
Trip to the DR, $1600.
On top of insurance, $150. Phone $40. Child I sponsor in Africa, $42. School $160.

Okay you get the point, it has been a tight few months.
But God always provides. He provided a car loan that I did not have to pay a down payment on. He provided when my trip needed to be paid for. He gave me some extra cash to spend on buying pads for the girls in the Dominican. God always provides.

But last night I was starting to get a little scared. Okay maybe I am still scared. I am flying half of the way on my own. I have flown like 3 times in my whole life and ALWAYS with someone who knew what was going on. I was literally having an anxiety attack last night on the phone. God, why are you trying to pull me so far out of my comfort zone?? UGH!

So today, yeah still freaking out. I felt like throwing up at work. I have so much on my mind and stuff to do I was like scared I was missing something and then scared about flying....AKA Chiarra was having a melt down. Bad melt down.

But then when I got home, God provided again.

My wonderfully daddy asked if I wanted him to walk me all the way to security tomorrow. I wanted to cry tears of relief... He is the best. Seriously.

So you see, God really does provide. And right now I am crying tears of relief knowing that my loving fathers both have my back.

God always provides and He always will!