Hello, my name is Chiarra.

Hi. My name is Chiarra. People who love me call me Kiki. I love that.

How are you today?

Oh you are good? That's good.

Actually I hate when people say good when I ask how they are. Good is not a state of being. It is a cop out. It is not an emotion. It is a way to skirt around what you are truly feeling. But cool, glad you are good. Oh wait, that is not proper grammer! You are supposed to say you are "well" to begin with. Oh well, I forgive you. Did you ask for my forgiveness? Nope but oh well. Why am I saying oh well? Cause I am not telling you any of this out loud and so how in the world can I be mad?

I am doing well today. No actually I am really irritated. And I put up with too much from people for too long. And then I lose my cool cause I am tired of their nonsense. Drama drama drama.

And funny thing is, the people who are closest to me, know I am blunt. I speak my mind. And there is nothing wrong with it. I am not going to beat around the bush with anyone. I say what is on my mind. Oh you have a problem with that? Sorry that you need your feet rubbed and your butt kissed for me to say something to you. I am not about that. Here is how I feel. Plain and simple. No drama, no mess. I like it this way.

People don't like me because I speak my mind. No matter how awful of a person that I make myself out to be, I still say what I am feeling. You can think I am terrible, that's fine. I speak my mind. Not a crime.

And I don't take crap from people. I say how I feel, I stand up for myself. Not a crime either.

Hi! My name is Chiarra. I like her a lot. I like being her. I like everything about her. Yeah she has problems, but she knows about them and is working on them. Her friends that know her, love her.